I'm hard to keep up with sexually. Being submissive in nature it is hard to ask for what I want because submissive people aren't supposed to have their own needs in mind. Thank the gods that phase is over. I have learned recently, that being submissive in nature doesn't mean that I have to be a door mat. How cool is that??
I find myself wanting to be draped all over this new boy. He turns me on physically as well as mentally. We have intellectual conversations, and with him I actually have an opinion. Again, very cool.
I'm not worried about him being able to keep up with me... quality over quantity. He's got me wanting him every moment of the day. When I'm not with him I can still smell him, taste him, feel him.
I love this new phase in my life right now. I have never felt fuller, more desired, sexier. I actually find myself almost holding back, just a little bit; I don't want to scare him with my enthusiasm. I don't want him to see my eagerness to please him as stalker behavior. And that is OK with me. It will all present itself in due time, when he is ready.
The greedy slut waits, though.
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